We have too many inactive members and two have dropped out Toadtamer and 5h4d0w as for other inactive members if you realize you're inactive please drop out. . . -.-;;

I don't want to have to mail you and point it out, the whole point of starting this was to have a group of unique characters and most of the characters in the Disorganization are. . .lets face it just alike XD I'm not mad at anyone I just don't want a club of inactive members, ya know?

So once again if you realize you're not as active and you won't be able to become more active please drop out.

I'm holding a contest on Gaia for two openings I'll have the newbies make a DA if they don't have one and whichever two people come up with the two most unique characters will win the spots, there's two open but if you want to drop out and make it three, or four, then please comment in this journal and let me know.

I'm not trying to be a jerk or anything honest I just know you're all getting bored with this and there's only like three people that show up in the chat room and no offense to you guys VampireNightly and Satotsu you guys are great but I want to get to know the other members in my club! XD itasammasuke you were really active for a while then you just stopped and I miss you ;-;

Pyro I only talked to you as Vivix once, but I love your character Agexk she's awesome so you should come in the chatroom more often too, and I miss you too Ayma!!

As far as club goes we are incredibly divided when we should be more together, you know? We should all be talking to each other like besties. . .and we don't D:

So I feel like I failure. . . =.=;;

As a club we should be more friendly to one another and love each others characters like they're our own but we don't do that either. . . I love every one of your guys' characters like there my own, but I don't know them all that well. . .it makes me sad. =[

Anyway I'm going to end this lecture like I said if your bored with the Disorganization or you know you're inactive drop out. . .



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I'll spare you the details, but I'm sick again and last night I wasn't able to sleep because I woke up at four in the morning sobbing and screaming and feeling like my heart had been ripped out of my chest, as soon as I realized I was awake my tears dried instantly and I couldn't remember the dream I had had. . .

Night terrors. At least that's what my friend said it sounded like, I doubt it though. Maybe. . .

News in my life they took my seven year old cousin TJ Compton off of his Chemo therapy and he's probably not going to last much longer. . . Hopefully his mother will realize this and get off the drugs she's started up on again.

As for me. . . I've been highly debating on whether or not I should see a school therapist. I feel so stressed and agitated lately and I just don't know what's going on in my head. . .

I'm back in that fucking depressive state again, maybe it's just an end of the year thing hell I don't know.

I really hate therapists though so I really don't want to do this even if it would be good for me, I think I'd rather suffer in all honesty. T.T;;

Working on some Disorganization art ;3 To my members you should do the same Y.Y We need more arts people!!! xD

I'll beg. . .don't think I won't. . .cuz I will >///>;;

I've been doing most of the art but we all know I suck at colouring so I haven't gotten much praise not only that but I'm not popular like some of you!

I got an i-phone!!! [just randomly tossing that in there >w>;;]

XD

Get the word out would ya!?

Lul . . . Anyways that's all on me for now. . . ttyl everyone much love.

Pray for me please. . .







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Hey boys and girls. . . >.>;;

Sorry I've been so inactive lately with the Disorganization, and with my art, I've been to exauhsted or too busy keeping up with grades and soccer to really work on anything it's kind of depressing me. . . .

I want to say sorry to all My Organization members. . .even though most of you have been inactive for a really long time too >.>;; [Show me some of you are still alive out there, please!! Or I'll have to make cuts.]

Anyways yea, I just wanted to say sorry, until there's a break or something I'm not goign to be able to sit down and work all that well without turning out nothing but crap, everythings piling up on me, and it's getting stressful.

I'm literally about to break from all the crap that's on my plate, it's driving me insane. =.=;;

So many expectations from everyone! Coach Guidance Counslers, Teachers, Mom. . . I'm stressed to the max and on the edge. . .

Anyways, thatnks for staying loyal to me guys all of you, if you want to talk I'll be here, just know I'm not completely inactive I still get on, k?

Dead Poets Contest is still underway to anyone who wants to join send in a chara profile.

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So yea I got grounded . . . And I sprained my ankle, well twisted it, however you want to put that idk, but it hurts and it's swollen, I limp, and it's bruised, it's quite like my luck. =.=;;

I'm just writing this journal to drop a quick line, I'm starting a new club here on DA that some of you might be interested in, it's called the Dead Poets Society, some of you may have seen the movie with Robin Williams.

I'm basically writing a fan fiction on it so yea if you wanna join note me up and I'll add you up =3 I'll also tell you the general plot of the story.

There's three openings for it, if you are apart of any of the clubs I've started please don't ask to join I don't like saying no to you people however! These openings are NOT first come first serve it's more like competion style whoever wants to make a chara for this can, BUT the most interesting ideas will be chosen, by me and my fellow judge Mo.

Like I said note me and I'll explain the plot, the story will be posted on DA when I'm done with it. x3

Nani! Ciao!!! ~ <3

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Yup that's right I'm going to Florida for fall break and I'll be gone for eleven days so nobody worry about me ok?

Well, worry a little because I might get eaten by a shark or stung by a jellyfish or kidnapped by some creeper. . .but I won't die hopefully. . .anyways I just wanted to forwarn you guys. . .

I don't really have anything to rant about tonight so this journal isn't going to be all that long, I do however want to apologize for the long gaps in submitions, I haven't had much time to do anything because of my GSA tryouts and working my butt off to keep my grades up in school. . .

Another thing is soccer, that has eaten up most of my time as well -.-;;

So this hobby has slightly fallen by the wayside. . .

I miss talking to all my Disorganization members where the F did you guys all run off to!?

Every time I get on no one is on I haven't talked to you guys in forever I feel quite shunned or abandoned I want to roleplay with you all again ;-;

I miss joo!! ~.sniffle.~

Anyways just thought I'd throw that out there too because every single time I'm in our chatroom it's totally dead and deserted XD

I want to thank all of you guys that have been commenting and I want to thank all my watchers I am so appreciative of you guys and I'm super happy to have people who like my art enough to watch me and comment on my works and also favorites are nice :3

Thankies for making me as popular as I am right now ^-^

Much love,

Vivix






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